Did you see all the fantastic first day of school photos on Facebook? Aren't they all awesome? Everyone excited AND happy to be going back to school. Not at this house. You didn't see our pictures yesterday.
first day of school outfits:
Our photos were not up yesterday because of ANXIETY. It lives HERE. Though some of you say it lives at your house too, in which I say I am sorry to hear that. Anxiety sucks. Literally. Sucks the life out of you. Take this kid: The newest Fourth Grader in our house. He wasn't happy yesterday before school. He forgets how much he actually LOVES school. The first day of school for him is always a killer. Until he gets there, and remembers how much he loves it. I was kind of like that, except much, much worse. I had anxiety on the first day of school, PLUS every single day after that with the exception of the last day of school. Best day ever for me.
Then there is this one. When can we go? she asks. Loves, loves, loves school. Always happy to go. Happy to be in Second grade.
Thank God something good happened while he was in school yesterday. He remembered how much he likes it, saw his friends, liked his teacher, and then his teacher gave out GUM to the entire class, can I get an AMEN!!!!!
So this morning: was a different day. He was happier about going to school. There was very little anxiety. (This time mostly about unruly kids on the bus- but they can mostly be ignored).
There was even a small smile this morning:
Have a GREAT day!!!! Chew all the gum you want!!!! hey, whatever keeps the anxiety away....